STAGE FRIGHT

*Sigh*



I have absolutely nothing to do right now so I decided to rant about something that has been bothering me for a while….


I’m taking a BCIS class, which is a computer class. You basically just learn ALL u need to learn about computers. I need this class to graduate but when I heard about it I knew it was going to be easing and boring. Yeah…I was wrong…not the boring part, that’s true, but the easy part was dead wrong.
I’ve mentioned before that I’m VERY, EXTREAMLY, almost PAINFULY, shy, so when I heard that we had to present a PowerPoint in front of the entire class…I just about had a heart attack….of course that was for two seconds after I heard the news. Four seconds after that I became very pissed. What the hell do you need to present a power point in THAT class for!?? They just wanted to see if we know how to make one and we already took a test for that!………….I had taken Speech last year and it was the worst time of my life. I really believed I was done with publicly embarrassing myself but…nope. The only time I ever feel comfortable enough to speak in front of other people and NOT do it quietly is when I’m surrounded by my closest friend. Their all loud and its very contagious, but for this presentation, I have no one….


- depressed